Happy Holidays to everyone out there, reading my blog today. If your just catching this NOW then Peace and LOVE and give thanks. Well today Christians around the world, so I assume are celebrating the birth of CHRIST. I say people are celebrating something else. One just has to ask themselves, gifts, spending $, debt, is this what Jesus’s birth meant. Probably for some it is, cause we forget that CHRIST is not the man Jesus. Anyway, for the past 12 yrs the holidays is not what it used to be for me. I enjoyed the ritual of family coming together and the tradition that my mother and father provided with LOVE and great intention. Now that has changed and I am okay with that. I really don’t want to participate in the energy of Christmas, but I have no judgement or explanation to give at this time( for real E? lol) This year has been a struggle but at the same time more consistent movement towards waking back up to mySELF. November and December has been a whrilwind of energy, experience, and transitions. Now CHRISTMAS 2012 I am spending the HOLIDAY not like I expected it, which brings me back to learning not to have expectations and trusting that the Christ within me will guide me. I am without my QUEEN/EMPRESS. Now I have come to the point of surrender and decided to fall back on my solo and be in living meditation. In 2013 I will have a series of Essays on the experiences of my spiritual journey towards ASCENSION and my final destination of understanding. These words come of jibber jabber to me!
Anyway, you may notice that my writing has been erratic. It has been emotional. It has
been abstract. It has been naked for the world to see me free. What I am doing is
breaking through as 3yr creative block. For one like myself creative, artistic expression is’
everything I am and everything I need to be in my path and running tings( seen )
Nah, I have been building the idea of my: website/blog
my brand as a Artistic entrepreneur
Designer of lifestyle management systems
POET, WRITER, PHILOSOPHER
The line is to be filled in when my queen is back
in my life in this form or not. Lets see 12/24/13
what I put on this line.
So back to what this is.
Not as Usual AM I here holiday hopping
I am HIP to my faults and I’m still not stopping
moving-moving forward-up and away to a that
sunny day, where now it’s cloudy-cold
Never to Old………
to be PRESENT.
PRESENT LEE I BE on my LONE LEE playing with words like toys
I can’t help but to open up LOVE is what I employ.
Damn I been working so hard,
coming up with nothing but scars,
It’s been hard to take my living
style sub par.
BUT YET, I AM SURE I WILL SHOOT OUT(into the universe)
A SHINING STAR.
Check my structure all unorthodox displaying nothing but paradox. See right now I am freestyling being taken over by the freqencies coming thru. I am channeling and clearing. If your still here thanks you.
I end it with the fact that this BLOG is NOT THE USUAL!
OR AM I fooling myself believing my writing is
not as usual!
give me some comments!